Trauma comes in small doses

He lay sleeping next to me but I couldn't sleep any more...
I woke with a flare
I quietly (or at least I tried) came off the bed to get a prednislone tablet
But then this happened...
I could not open the door. It was not locked or jammed. I just could not grip the knob. Could not turn it. My hands were flared that badly.
I stood there in slight panic, peeking at him as he slept, dying a little inside at the idea of having to wake him to open a door for me ....

To-be-read Pile 2014 Reading Challenge

I'm Joining this challenge - I've got wayyyy too many books piled on my shelves waiting to be read.

Due to school demands, I'm going to aim for the most basic level:
LEVEL 1: 1-10 books - A Firm Handshake

CLICK HERE to view this challenge if you guys want to join me! ^_^

2014

• Love myself
• Lose 20lbs
• Aim for A's in all my 2nd semester courses
• Check up on my dad more often
• Be more compassionate
• Read more books than I have for 2013
• Be more proactive with school work
• Take my medication as I should
• Meditate
• Clean up clutter  
• Revisit and be mindful of these resolutions