Do one thing everyday that scares you

Yesterday I posted:

It's pouring rain...the wrong-side kinda rain that makes you either disoriented or peacefully lost.

Today I post:

I'm afraid of him
Admitting it is the first step.
I just wanna reach the end where I'm not afriad and don't care anymore.
Fear really messes up the decision making process.

But as Bas Luhrman said: Dont worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum....

And ofcourse ...Do one thing everyday that scares you...

I'm gonna have to take his advice... for my own sake.

Lose Control

Mary had a lamb
his eyes black as coal
if we play very quiet, my lamb
Mary never has to know...

- Evanescence

Let's step outside for a moment

I could step outside myself and sometimes things could look so simple. The world suddenly becomes black and white again and all my shades of grey were just self imposed by-products of circumstantial perception. If I look at the tube long enough, or sit behind a book long enough or even skip through the meadows of my mind long enough, everything will slowly but surely just become so very simple.

I can be so reckless with perfect reason, and that is, because there is none. But 'can' is just a word of possibilities...

Which is our reality? and where does my sanity lie...?