I brought in midnight the day of my birthday today, thinking about you
Mom. This is the 2nd birthday I'm having without you here with me. 21
months without you. One would think I would come to terms with it by
now, but I'm far from that. Maybe I never will. Not a day goes by
without me missing you. I still find myself in that shocked moment of
utter disbelief that you're really no longer here. I still have so much
to change, for the better, and I promise in this my 27th year of life,
that I will do them if not for me, then for you. You're still my
ultimate place of comfort and until the day I die as well, I will always
be trying to find that back. You are the reason I am having a birthday today. Thank you for
giving me life. I love you Mommy. I always will.
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